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Re: The "I Have a New Job" Thread
Guys, I found a new job!!!
A great one, so close to home and perfect for me professionally.
But now I am nervous.
I lost my 2 previous jobs due to depression outbreaks...and now I am afraid the stress or the expectations will freak me out again...
I am more balanced now, had 3 months off, going to therapy and feel better...but I did not work for a long time and have this fear I am not good enough or something.
Does it make any sense?
I am in this field for 9 years and they picked me...so why do I doubt myself?
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I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.
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