Anon's poems

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A new day


Night time is here and stars twinkle all around
As the life of an ADDer goes, shame is abound
That stack of mail is piled on a table
Dirty clothes on the floor like leaves from a maple

Take heart dear ADDers for a new day will come
When the sun rises another chance will have begun
The past is gone like that starry night
A door of hope opens to help you take flight

Lay your heads on your pillows with a smile on your face
You are very special, the meanest NT could never erase
You'll wake up as the dawn shines through the glass
You'll tackle those projects with great class

Imagine that stack of mail gone from your mind
And those dirty clothes clean of old wine
This is what a new day can bring you my friends
It's incredible to be awake and tie up loose ends



Anon

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I have a dream


I have a dream that pain will cease
It will stop like a car on a street
No more tears, trials, or pain
There will only be smiles and gain

I have a dream that nothing will make me cry
All my injuries will run and hide
My pain from childhood will no longer haunt me
It's gone from my brain never to be seen

I have a dream that pain will cease
Joy is abound, smiles run quick like streams
Friends and I join hands and smile
Positive words reign free like a post from shysmile

I have a dream nothing will make me cry
All of my days are spent thinking of great times
It's like those days as a child without a care
All you had to worry about was playing fair



Anon

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No control


No control, what do I do
Anger can't help with my pain
People can get me so upset
In these times, I need to refrain

No control, what do I do
My face is red, my heart beats faster
I'm angry when I cant control things
My head is filled with so much chatter.

No control, what do I do
Giving people my anger does not help
My time on earth is so thin
I need to live in what I've been dealt

No control, what do I do
If my time is short on this planet
What I do each day is big
Acceptance is something I need to embrace


Anon

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How many times will I cry



Whether love or world suffering it's too much
I think about it and tears begin to well up
I bottle it up and it makes things worse
G why does my life seem like a curse

Am I that bad; am I not a good guy
I will go through h*** and wonder why
I'm tired of the pain, the endless struggle
Why can't life be as easy as driving in a puddle

Is it not ok to cry in this world I love
Do the stars not have moments the cease above
Sometimes crying is good and healthy
Men are taught not to, like its girlie

The tears have fallen and my pain is released
I'm alone and safe, this moment I will not erase
I'm ok wth crying as I see fit
Maybe it will help me get a grip


Anon

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Joy

Why do I need to pursue you
Why is it so easy to sit and stew
Will you always be hard to grab
Never did I skip out of a bar tab

Let me live in joy and smile till I die
It'd be all about fun not protecting pride
Mistakes would be the last thing on my mind
Just happy thoughts skip endlessly inside

Let joy always be in front of my feet
I'd gladly follow its trail to please
No matter my lot and painful emotions
Let joy invade and skip endlessly inside

Let joy be written on my heart
It's shining light penetrates sadness
It's infectious and people are drawn to me
Let joy my invade my heart and let me be free


Anon

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Mom


My chest feels weighed down
It’s the thought of what you’ve done, an awful sound
I’m ready to unleash rage, consuming fire
I want you to feel my darkest hour

Would you love me if I did nothing for you
Isn’t it a “mom thing” to love him who has eyes of blue
I just want your love and acceptance of me
Is it too much to ******* ask of thee

I saw your email and I wanted to cry
Do you know the pain I often feel inside
I wanted to respond. I wanted to connect
History says to stay away, no disrespect

A son’s heart always craves his mom when she's gone
This is what happens without any happy songs
For smiles and joy have taken a break
I’m counting the day when you are no longer awake

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Venom


Your words bring pain on me
It’s molten lava poured through trees
It devours foliage and lush, green grass
This is your venom you pain in my ***

Your venom is confusing to me sometimes
Not how I feel when I make rhymes
It’ll make me cry and want to run and hide
But sometimes you offer words like fine wine

Do you know how much I long to be with you
A mother’s touch is long overdue
I’ve needed you like the cut needs a band aid
Instead, it’s your venom poisoning my brain

You told me you wished you hadn’t named me after your dad
I made a mistake under the dark sky when I was mad
You never forgive and I wasted my time
I long for the day your venom doesn’t enter my mind

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This is what it’s like to be ADD


Imagine you begin to look at a honey bee
Then, you are inspecting the inside of a tree
Meanwhile, you hear a guy talking and another’s sneeze
This is what it’s like to be ADD

A thought pops in your head to begin a task
Two hours later, you’ve left it for a big bash
Days, weeks pass by, hopes and dreams begin to wean
This is what it’s like to be ADD

Your childhood is marred by hurtful criticisms
A memory triggers them while you’re on ADD Forums
Your day begins at 11 a.m. and doesn’t end till 3 a.m.
This is what it’s like to be ADD

You see a cute girl and you want to talk to her
You summon the courage and get her number
Two months later the blonde becomes a bore
This is what it’s like to be ADD


Anon