I've been sitting here for like 5 hours trying to complete my biology assignment on plant cells and i just can't do it. Its not because its hard, its actually very easy but its just sooooo boring. there is literally no high level thinking involved just facts facts facts. Since starting uni this has been the only subject that i've hit a wall. I've gotten over 90% for all assignments so far for English, Sociology/anthropology and sitting at 99% overall for maths. But wow biology i just can't describe it...My mind just shuts off whenever i try, and every time this happens its so demotivating that i just don't want to go through it again, which leads to procrastination for hours... i literally would rather sit there at my desk and do nothing. I hate biology with a passion. Not even medications can push me through this one. I don't know what to do
The thing i've noticed with myself is i enjoy learning things that are going to be beneficial to me, more then just a grade. For example maths, very neat to be able to solve problems quickly, or the sociological imagination used in sociology, the deep critical thinking and criticism skills that you can apply to life in general. I don't even mind chemistry and physics because although not at the top of my list, the things you learn is just 'handy knowledge'. But biology is just...Why? knowing how plant structures work isn't going to help me in anything in life...