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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part V

Guys...I don't have anyone to fight for me anymore. Not in the ways like my mom did.

My mom would fight for me fiercely...and she wouldn't quit. She'd only dig her heels in a fight even harder for me. She wouldn't back down. And when things got real tough...she'd get real tough. There'd be NO pushing her around.

She was my f***ing rock man. She protected me from the weather...she made sure that I was never treated like just a number in the system...that I was ever pushed around, and she'd do her damn best to make sure no one just gave up on me and left me in real bad positions in life.

I feel almost naked in a big wide open world...vulnerable and weak and exposed.

What if **** hit the fan? Who'd dig in deep and fight for me till the bitter end?
My mom would've.
My mom would've...

Do I do it for myself now? I feel so inadequate...though I also have a feeling that if things do go south real quick, there is a warrior inside that...if I'm lucky...would errupt from deep within me and dig his heels in deep...

I miss my mom though. By buddy...my rock...my protector.

Damn it...sometimes I wish I didn't "feel" anymore. But at the same time...I also never want to stop missing my mom. I know that's a total contradiction and I also know that I've no words to explain it...so meh!

I miss you mom. I just do
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part V

*fights for psycho*
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part V

I will watch Avatar Legend of Korra

I guess , i’m still a baby boy

Legend of Aang was great , Iroh character was very interesting . Sometimes funny, sometimes upsetting
Especially when he was singing “Brave Soldier boy, leave from the vine falling so slow...”
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part V

Man, the last airbender blew me away! I was NOT expecting such a high quality cartoon.

I haven't watched any of the Legend of Korra for some reason. How would you say it compares with airbender?
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Man, the last airbender blew me away! I was NOT expecting such a high quality cartoon.

I haven't watched any of the Legend of Korra for some reason. How would you say it compares with airbender?
I didnt watch for some reason in the past but i have watched first 3 episosed of Season 1
I think it is really good give it a chance
I don’t want to give you spoiler
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part V

I'm not doing well. I'm not even denying anymore that I'm depressed (though maybe I should rather than resigning myself to it??). I'm still doing the basics. Still doing ok with fuzzling. When she isn't around I'm just a vegetable. Sometikes it's almost a relief when I don't have to function anymore. Without her I'm free to let my inner vegetable out..()

At work I've totally withdrawn. I just do something that no one cares about and I don't talk to anyone anymore. Pretty much no one talks to me either anymore. It's a pity. My colleagues are quite nice actually. I could have had a nice time if I hadn't blown it with my mood. I keep missing meetings and don't complete any of the tasks that my new manager asks me to do. I wonder how long I'll last. I wish I could start again.

After not eating anything with added sugar for about six weeks I'm back to stuffing myself with chocolates. I'm incapable of taking my omega 3 or multivitamins. Or even drinking enough. I feel so thirsty and dehydrated all the time but I just can't get myself to drink more. I'm not able to take my meds regularly either. I wanted to try to take them every day but I just don't remember to take them.

Everything just seems so dull. No I seem dull. I am dull. I feel dull. I can't even think straight anymore. At work I'm basically just coding using trial and error because I can't think clearly enough to actually come up with an algorithm. Even this post is dull.

I know I need to consider anti depressants. I'm seeing my psychiatrist in two weeks. I don't want to.

I feel so unhealthy, both physically and mentally.

I don't really know what to do at this stage. I know.the usual: get enough sleep, eat healthy, exercise. I just can't do them. The stimulants aren't helping anNore either. They just make me feel like crap.
Im just so tired.
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I'm not doing well. I'm not even denying anymore that I'm depressed (though maybe I should rather than resigning myself to it??). I'm still doing the basics. Still doing ok with fuzzling. When she isn't around I'm just a vegetable. Sometikes it's almost a relief when I don't have to function anymore. Without her I'm free to let my inner vegetable out..()

At work I've totally withdrawn. I just do something that no one cares about and I don't talk to anyone anymore. Pretty much no one talks to me either anymore. It's a pity. My colleagues are quite nice actually. I could have had a nice time if I hadn't blown it with my mood. I keep missing meetings and don't complete any of the tasks that my new manager asks me to do. I wonder how long I'll last. I wish I could start again.

After not eating anything with added sugar for about six weeks I'm back to stuffing myself with chocolates. I'm incapable of taking my omega 3 or multivitamins. Or even drinking enough. I feel so thirsty and dehydrated all the time but I just can't get myself to drink more. I'm not able to take my meds regularly either. I wanted to try to take them every day but I just don't remember to take them.

Everything just seems so dull. No I seem dull. I am dull. I feel dull. I can't even think straight anymore. At work I'm basically just coding using trial and error because I can't think clearly enough to actually come up with an algorithm. Even this post is dull.

I know I need to consider anti depressants. I'm seeing my psychiatrist in two weeks. I don't want to.

I feel so unhealthy, both physically and mentally.

I don't really know what to do at this stage. I know.the usual: get enough sleep, eat healthy, exercise. I just can't do them. The stimulants aren't helping anNore either. They just make me feel like crap.
Im just so tired.
Call the psychiatrist's office and ask them to let you know if they have any
cancellations so you can get in sooner.
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part V

to everyone- seems like everyone needs some comfort
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part V

I want a SPECT scan (yes I know Dr Amen doesn’t seem to be liked on these forums) however with research and calling my insurance company I found out if my psychiatrist ordered the scan it would be free. But she won’t do it
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My little germ factory brought a snotty nose home from preschool. It lasted .5 days for her and will likely last a couple for me. I hate mucous.
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My little germ factory brought a snotty nose home from preschool. It lasted .5 days for her and will likely last a couple for me. I hate mucous.
The little ones do seem more susceptible. Maybe they haven't developed as
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For some reason my adult daughter brings home more viruses from work than
my granddaughter brings home from school. OMG, she's a junior already!
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It’s way to damned early in the year for drama.

If anyone can teach me how to not react emotionally before I process everything fully, I’d be grateful.
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