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Old 03-04-17, 03:48 PM
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part III

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From anything that means me harm?

sorry if either me or paranoia is being dumb
Your paranoia is not being dumb. It is just a part of you that you have to learn to work with.

Did you already start your creative writing?
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Your paranoia is not being dumb. It is just a part of you that you have to learn to work with.

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Not yet, going to start it in a bit
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Not yet, going to start it in a bit
Just do, it will get your mind focused on other things.
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Just do, it will get your mind focused on other things.
ok if I can stop procrastinating on here and youtube
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part III

Wrote an email to a friend who I had an argument with on Tuesday. But I find it difficult to send. What if I accidentally use the wrong words or if he interprets them wrong?
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part III

Also, I was telling myself about that friend that the reason I was acting that way was because I felt powerless, reminded me of my love addiction etc. Now I realize that the real reason is actually a lot more vindictive. In the past he interfered with my affairs in a way that I found unpleasant. Now I found something to get back at him. It makes me feel like I'm a horrible person.
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part III

Hermus you're not a horrible person
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Hermus you're not a horrible person
Sometimes my anger just makes me act horrible to people.
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Sometimes my anger just makes me act horrible to people.
It doesn't make you a horrible person just like me kicking off on the forum doesn't automatically make me a bad person
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It doesn't make you a horrible person just like me kicking off on the forum doesn't automatically make me a bad person
Glad you realize now that you are not a bad person, because you are so much the opposite of that.
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part III

I'm afraid. My two days treatment ends in three weeks, With a possibility of an extension of two weeks. After that I will be on my own again. A lot of people always think I will make it and this time they probably think so again. Well, I won't make it. Not now and never did. I'm just quite good at pretending I'm okay.
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I'm afraid. My two days treatment ends in three weeks, With a possibility of an extension of two weeks. After that I will be on my own again. A lot of people always think I will make it and this time they probably think so again. Well, I won't make it. Not now and never did. I'm just quite good at pretending I'm okay.
I know the feeling, in real life I'm forever pretending I'm okay We're all here to support you Hermus, please never forget that

Going to get back to my creative writing now
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I know the feeling, in real life I'm forever pretending I'm okay We're all here to support you Hermus, please never forget that

Going to get back to my creative writing now
It makes me so tired of life. I'm clean and sober for five months, but inside I'm still a mess. Tried everything, but there is nothing and no one that can fix me.
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And now I feel like I want to drink again. There is no use anyway. On the inside I am a mess and will always be a mess.
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part III

Just called a fellow. Still not feeling well, but at least he talked me through the cravings.
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