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Old 11-02-18, 12:41 PM
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part V

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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part V

I /hearts my mid-mids Thanks for caring.

I'm feeling back to normal today!
It was pretty scary though last night...just about the worst 'low' I've had with my diabetes.

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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part V

The bad voice I got in my head has been quite strong and insistent over the past couple of days

It's scaring me that it will make something bad happen to Willow when I bring her home tomorrow
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part V

And would it matter that Ebony would not of been okay with Willow if I'd been introducing Willow to Ebony instead of Tigger?
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part V

I want to believe that Ebsy is happy and joyful to see you moving forward and opening your heart and your home up to Moo-Moos.

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You're such a lovely person. Thank you for being you...thank you for giving these kitties so much love and care.
Moo-Moo is going to be so lucky to be with you and my Tig-Tigs.

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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part V

It's just hard cause I know nobody else really wanted Willow or they'd of gone and got her while I was having to wait for Tigger's vet trip to arrive, so if I don't get her she'll never get a new home, but I also worry that Ebony wouldn't of coped with Willow even though Tigger will be ok with her.
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part V

I've had something ******* horrid happen within a group I know. I got called out at being too persistent about the fact that I want ******* answers. I just

I don't know. I feel like it's making me have trouble right now. The next groups are nine am Thursday or 10 am Friday. Bit ideal but maybe
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I've had something ******* horrid happen within a group I know. I got called out at being too persistent about the fact that I want ******* answers. I just

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I don't know. I feel like it's making me have trouble right now. The next groups are nine am Thursday or 10 am Friday. Bit ideal but maybe
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I'm having a hard time with my group too lately. It's freaking tough being honest when people are so resistant and afraid of the damned truth.
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Glad to hear your feeling better psycho.pinched my hand.on a loose handle on a shovel at work this morning.and now I have a massive blood blister on the inside palm of my hand.
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The bad voice I got in my head has been quite strong and insistent over the past couple of days

It's scaring me that it will make something bad happen to Willow when I bring her home tomorrow

That voice doesn't know you very well, and needs to shut up already!

You never did anything to hurt Ebony or Tigger, and I don't believe you could
ever hurt Willow either.

I'm so glad for Willow that she will have such a lovely, loving home, and I'm so
glad for you that you will have a new fur friend to lavish your love on.
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I've had something ******* horrid happen within a group I know. I got called out at being too persistent about the fact that I want ******* answers. I just

I don't know. I feel like it's making me have trouble right now. The next groups are nine am Thursday or 10 am Friday. Bit ideal but maybe
Are these the kind of answers that someone can reasonably give you?
If so, are they being unreasonable about not giving you any answers?
If not, you may need some help in dealing with the fact that there aren't any
answers for you.

Either way, I wish and hope that you will find some resolution and some peace.
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part V

I just want everything to be okay.

And it can't be.
Because my mom's not here.

And I just want her to call me.

And it doesn't seem fair.

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I just want everything to be okay.

And it can't be.
Because my mom's not here.

And I just want her to call me.

And it doesn't seem fair.

No, it's not fair.
But life isn't fair.

Because of my health issues, none of which are actually life-threatening,
my adult daughter has been worried about my dying and leaving her pretty
much alone since she's an only and her dad died 15 years ago.

Her best friend's mother passed suddenly almost two years ago, which has
only ramped up my daughter's worries. It feels like I should be able to do
something to relieve her worries, but there isn't anything to do.

Reminds me of an old song.
I'm a rambler, I'm a gambler, I'm a long way from home.
And if you don't like me ... then Leave Me Alone.
I'll eat when I'm hungry, I'll drink when I'm dry.
And if moonshine don't kill me, I'll live till I die.
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part V

It's not so much that it was unfair to me...

It's more that it's unfair to my mom. She was so full of life, she wasn't ready to die. She had so much more to do in life.

And I wonder if at any point she was aware that she was going to die. I can't think of it, the thought of it overwhelms me.

It all just hit me out of the blue last night.

It all just sucks.

I really miss you mom.
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