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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part III

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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part III

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i think sometimes i say things on here, like my last post on this thread, and i'm in such a hopeless or self loathing place that i do nothing but make others uncomfortable. and then i conclude that i'm being inappropriate and self isolate. which, as anyone reading may well imagine has the effect of increasing the hopelessness/self loathing.

i appreciate those who replied to my last post...or who've replied to any of them. and do sincerely not intend to disquiet others with my thoughts. and i'm still here. or back again.

and, not a bothering me thing, but good to see you back around, dave. xx
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i still remeber having like an 6 hour phone call with you
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i remember that! we went to the home and garden store

my memory is pretty well tanked from most of that time though...but i do remember our chats
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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part III

Understanding self-esteem issues and how they impact my relationships with women.
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i think sometimes i say things on here, like my last post on this thread, and i'm in such a hopeless or self loathing place that i do nothing but make others uncomfortable. and then i conclude that i'm being inappropriate and self isolate. which, as anyone reading may well imagine has the effect of increasing the hopelessness/self loathing.

i appreciate those who replied to my last post...or who've replied to any of them. and do sincerely not intend to disquiet others with my thoughts. and i'm still here. or back again.

and, not a bothering me thing, but good to see you back around, dave. xx
Your posts don't make me uncomfortable, only reason I don't respond to some of them is because idk what I can say that will help you feel better peri
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Your posts don't make me uncomfortable, only reason I don't respond to some of them is because idk what I can say that will help you feel better peri
I agree! I hope you keep posting here. I think venting is good.

Sometimes I just don't know what to say (not just to you, but to a lot of people).

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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part III

thank you both; i appreciate that. xx

i hope i didn't come off as griping about others.

****. i'm doing the exact same thing again. or about to, i can sense.

here's the thing: i think a lot of times i post things because that's just what i'm thinking. and, frankly, i GET that there's maybe not a lot to say. i can be a very... well, when i'm not doing as well i have less of a filter and i don't phrase things in a very "welcoming" way, in a sense. it's hard to explain, but there are people on here who've definitely done their best to "be there" sincerely for me and when i'm more agitated i'm just really prickly. and when i'm no longer agitated, i just wanna die mostly. it sucks and it makes me really...critical of myself. i guess, obviously, but one of my main motivators is believing myself to be a detriment and thus it's almost a moral imperative and i feel selfish for not...etc. and (and, no, i am not in jeopardy or anything and yes i have crisis plans and blah blah blah; it's a longstanding problem i have) i think it's hard for me to snap out of those self judgments and when i think about what's bothering me...it's me. not anyone else.

in short, i'm pretty sure/i think i project my self loathing b******* onto others and that's probably what came off in my last post. *I* am exhausted and frustrated and self loathing and as a result, i assume others must be. so i apologize for sucking so much and i think it might've come off as though i were lamenting people not replying or something because of something someone other than me actually did. defo not my intention.

now here's where my final thought is that i've likely said something upsetting. there's nothing to be upset about, from my perspective though. so that's not so much projection as experience when i say what's on my mind at these times.

anyway, i do appreciate people who read or don't read or comment or not...i don't comment on everything. mostly because there are too many posts in between times i've been here of late. but i do try to read. and i super appreciate just not being able to keep up. i used to be able to, but...the last couple of years haven't been the kindest to me.

i have a small girl now though, so life is in every way better and it'll all work out probably.

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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part III

peri you don't suck - at all

I read what you say and sometimes I just feel like there's nothing I can say that will then make your brain go "ohh so peri needs me to be nice and stop upsetting her, so that's why she feels the way she does *brain starts to behave*"

idk if I'm even making sense here, too scatty
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God, when will it end?? Warm front prior to the storm. Weather Bug has it now at 10-16 inches of snow

I have to take my car in. Someone left an asteroid that dropped off of their truck and I thought I went around it but I drug it for a block. Huge puddles of black goo. Something is shaking under there.

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I was going to say the -11°F temperature, and then whatever the wind chill was, but the numbness comes on so very quickly, I can’t feel anything, so have nothing to complain about.


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Re: The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part III

Uhhh
I'm quite thoroughly sick right now.
I felt it coming on yesterday, but figured with some sleep it'd pass.

Woke up in the middle of the night with a stuffy nose...it's so clogged up, up there that it's causing tons of pains all over my face. My jaw, ears, back of my throat, my left eye and socket...and even some of my teeth are aching from all that pressure and weight.

I'm all whinny right now. I'm just up to come whine here then I'm heading back to bed. I feel miserable.
My whole body is aching too. My joints and my back. It's in and inbetween my bones. My right shoulder bone is aching, and between my back bones. Some of my fingers are aching in the joints as I'm typing this.

And itfurther sucks because my parents have been out of town so I've been using their place the last few days...but I've left a bit of a mess so I need to go clean up here before too long before they get home today.
And they left it in a mess themselves so I've been planning all week on going and doing the dishes for them today.
And my mom's got a get together she's going to tonight and she wanted me to make a big batch of chili for her to take for it...but I just don't want to deal with it now. I just want to lay in bed all day.

It's probably not good to do anyhow is it? While sick? I mean the dish soap should kill off the cold germs and what not...but wont I spread them back onto the dishes as I'm rinsing them and putting them up to air dry?
And even though the heat should kill my sick germs...couldn't some of them sitll survive and contaminate ,y entire batch of chili?

Ah well, I don't know what to do there. I guess I'll do what I have to...but for now I need more rest.

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I read what you say and sometimes I just feel like there's nothing I can say that will then make your brain go "ohh so peri needs me to be nice and stop upsetting her, so that's why she feels the way she does *brain starts to behave*"

idk if I'm even making sense here, too scatty
i'm sorry but i have to say i don't understand what you mean here. but i am sure it comes from a good place, so i appreciate it x
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I think what she means is that sometimes she feels like there's nothing she can say to you to help you change how hard you are on yourself. To make you feel better.

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