The what's bothering you RIGHT NOW thread Part III

[Hermus]

Originally Posted by midnightstar

I want this to stop

For me guided meditations always help a lot when feeling anxious. There are meditations specifically for anxiety. Personally I could recommend it.

[Hermus]

Originally Posted by midnightstar

I been remembering stuff. Am i a self centered whiner? I promise i will try and stop being a self centred thinking its all about me whiner if thats what i am being.

Fighting against your thoughts and feelings and judging yourself for having them has never helped anyone. Try some self-compassion instead.

[sarahsweets]

Always being on the ledge of the cliff with money with no extra for to cover the pop up expenses.

[Hermus]

Then I hear the line of a song I often have listened to and it moves me to tears. Just a very simple lyric: "It's gonna be a rough road, it's gonna take some time. But it's all waiting there for you once you get to the opposite side." It's from Focus on your family by Off With Their Heads.Simple, but powerful and hopeful.

It feels like through the power of meditation and increasing self-love suddenly all my emotions are coming to the surface.

[stef]

AAAHHHRRGH
my boss = 50% Basil Fawlty, 50% Mr Pitt (Elaine's boss on Seinfeld)
and twice as fast.

[Letching Gray]

Originally Posted by stef

AAAHHHRRGH
my boss = 50% Basil Fawlty, 50% Mr Pitt (Elaine's boss on Seinfeld)
and twice as fast.

Don't forget Peterman

well elaine, is the item, eh hem, still with you?


"It's morning. Thanks for seeing me through the night. I'll make us

a pot of coffee, George. Watch her, won't you?

Who?

Momma. Just talk to her, George. The doctor seems to think it

helps.

"BOSCO"

[Hermus]

Feeling emotional and vulnerable. And that leads me to think people are after me and makes me lash out against them.

[Little Missy]

There are industrial scented squirter things all over the place and as if those weren't bad enough, you'd think at least all of the death smells would be the same smell.

[aeon]

Went to Walgreens to pick up my Dex, and unexpectedly, the price had nearly doubled.

Had it been the previous price, I would have my Dex right now, and would not be experiencing withdrawal symptoms.

But I am, and wow is my job difficult/does my job suck without meds.

I’ll be able to get my Dex tomorrow, so I don’t have to live in hell for too long...but even one day when I have to be at work unmedicated is too long.

I feel like an animal from the grassy savannas of Africa that has been shot in the hindquarters with a tranquilizer dart.


Ugh,
Ian

[midnightstar]

Took a few tries of phoning the vet earlier for Ebony's medication to get through to the vet practice.

[Letching Gray]

Originally Posted by Hermus

Feeling emotional and vulnerable. And that leads me to think people are after me and makes me lash out against them.

All my life I have tried to convince people how tough I am, that you better be careful because there is a large untamed, rabid wolverine under the surface of this dude just dying to rip your teeth out

Compared to you, I am an enormous wuss.

Thanks for your openness, honesty, vulnerability

[Letching Gray]

Originally Posted by midnightstar

Took a few tries of phoning the vet earlier for Ebony's medication to get through to the vet practice.

Do you know what midnightstar is? Hmmm?

Midnight is a Star of rare and exceptional brilliance.

[Hermus]

Just made a lot of people angry here. I'm tired and I'm angry. Just realized how I have accomplished absolutely nothing in life yet. 32, living in a student apartment, no fancy degrees to hide behind, no wealth. Just me, myself and I and a background of mental illness and addiction. To a certain degree it's a liberty, because there is nothing I need to cling to or can hide behind.

[midnightstar]

And a neighbours car is bothering me. It's bright pink and when I say bright pink I mean it makes Barbie's car look like baby pink, I'm sure it's a hazard on the road it's such a bright shade of pink

(can people be made to have their car painted a different colour if the colour of their car is so bright it's distracting to other road users? Like looking directly at the sun type of brightness? Only in this case bright burn-your-eyeballs-out-and-cause-a-migraine shade of pink?)

[Little Missy]

Originally Posted by Hermus

Just made a lot of people angry here. I'm tired and I'm angry. Just realized how I have accomplished absolutely nothing in life yet. 32, living in a student apartment, no fancy degrees to hide behind, no wealth. Just me, myself and I and a background of mental illness and addiction. To a certain degree it's a liberty, because there is nothing I need to cling to or can hide behind.

Go and grab a bit of some good chocolate. It always helps.