Never finishing things I start and wasting youtube accounts

[rockydaydreamer]

Before reading, note I have two questions at the end.

There are so many things my mind randomly hyperfocuses on and I've made different youtube accounts at some point to save playlists of different things.

I also have the tendency to delete accounts or lock myself out of an account (by changing my password to some random strain of letters and changing the recovery email to something fake so I'll forget). Why? I just don't want to get too sucked into one thing!

I've also been thinking of having just one channel to share random stuff, but I feel like my interests are so varied, it wouldn't fit one particular kind of audience, heck sometimes I want to rant about series things and then other times I just want to act goofy to entertain myself.

I want to wait until I'm officially diagnosed with ADD (and possibly Aspergers), then I would feel more confident (I feel like I need to confirm that part of my identity because I feel like I don't even have one, so at least that would be a great help).

I feel like I can't wait though. I'm still in the evaluation process, I'll be seeing my psychiatrist again on the 12th of this month. I've wasted a number of usernames, unsure what to think of.

I've got two questions:
I only asked to be evaluated for ADD, but now I think I might have Aspergers, so will the doctor have to do the process all over again or will he just figure it out on his own?

Can you think of a cool youtube username? :P

[Asier3d]

I´ve done sometimes that "change to a random password and put a fake recovering email" thing…but you´ll do it again.

Question 1: Without an "official evaluation" (if that exists), maybe your doctor can suspect if you have or not Asperger disorder by talking to him, isn´t it?

Q2: TempusFugit

[rockydaydreamer]

That's what I was thinking myself. If I have aspergers, I would think he would notice.

....the funny thing about trying to create a fake recovery email to detach myself from a youtube account is that last week I was still able to able to recover it... this time I tried changing the password twice, but then again, I think it remembers all the passwords I used to use.... oh well.