The conversation that made you cry.

[shamrock]

There was a famiy feud today. All people have family feuds except for one difference. We have owned some hillybiilly mountain simce 1750 and to make it worse we have to hold on to it.( I refuse to tell you where it is but if a Usa president does a lot of visits and makes statements....jointly with the uk prime minister..then you get it.)
People think the waltons is a program from a by gone era. This is the truth for a lot of people in 2012.
One of the major utility companies in europe tried to set up an connection in our area. They were chased out because of ghosts/spirits. It made the 6 oclock news. If you dont believe me I will send you the link but only to people who have 200 or more posts..ie no lurkers.

I have soft bipolar/bipolar whatever the fu*ck that is/ I also have no cluster B pathology. My one claim to fame Is my my speed reading skills

I have 2 degrees and a masters. I know that ****** people off in the inatttentive section... I dont know why but I do.

My house Is full of cat hairs and injured animals . I work as a foster mum for vets

I am not a classic/traditonial alcoholic ie I rarely drink but when I become hypomanic(dysphoric hyopmanic) I would drink a cellar dry and order 100 euros worth of stuff of ebay and tell my boss to go fu&&k himself. Ps this is the real bp2 not that ****e you would read in magazines.

I have one hundred million relatives. You city crowd in the USA have families. We have tribes and clans.

Lastly we have hundreds of docs/dentists/law professors etc.

Anyway back to the family feud. The niece watched it all and called it a day and I won. The little ***** is a highly nt female with multiple A grades.

Anyway her reasoning was this. Everyone told her she was immature/didnt understand life/didnt understand these big conservative Cathohlic/Amish/.Muslim backgrounds.

She and I had a fight. I was so angry I made her travel Morocco 4 1 week and camp in the desert and basically deal with people outside of her comfort zone.

Apparently that whats makes me cool. She has asked me if im bP/Add? My reply is there was no bp/Add in my day with the under 16s and there will be no bp/Add in her day either.
( Sorry for the parenting section but its a cultural thing)

Lastly she pierced the back of her neck without consent. I am on my way to finding the guy who did it and I am reporting him to the police. She says If I do She will never speak to me again. I say to her considering I come from a family of huge alpha females earn..xxxx a year and i am in a very secure relationship with an alpha male I really dont care. She slapped me once at age 10..she...well she didnt slap me again. Basically She tried to walk down the street at with a net top and lace bra. She didnt get too far. She says I ruin her life and the teachers dont understand her I say this was my school run and it made international headlined hence my lack of sympathy and she can go **** herself. That was my schol run.*hs

"in" crowd. If you dont get the shock of that then you dont know too many Add Pi/ Sct/Bp/ Episodic/ Dysphoric hypomanic alcos. Just for once in my life.. well it was me today.

[shamrock]

Maybe some people wont get this post. The men wont get it maybe the nt mums wont get it ,hell maybe no one willl get it but all my life I have been on the bottom of the pile. I have never been told in all my life..... I dont want to choose but if I do it will be shamrock. I am shaking over it but she made me feel in once in my crappy life.. and within all these mental ilnessess well maybe there is a place for us? I am in total shock that she chose me. Not to mention the shock that everyone else is in. No one will cross her. At 15 she is worringly influential. I feel a bit silly starting a thread over this cos when you read it back..there is no story that would justify a new thread. Its just that with all these crappy disorders and worse family politics this was a big deal today. Sorry. I would delete it if I could. Sometimes I am so comfortable on this forum..well I just think out loud sometimes,

[Kyle628]

I like your style

[MX2012]

Shamrock

Your story sounds complicated. But, from what I can tell you care about this girl and you think she may be getting in deep trouble. It is troubling that the tension between you both became physical.

Look I sound like a white-gloved old lady who never raises her voice but I am all for an all out screaming match but not hitting, punching etc.

Somehow whatever lies beneath the tension needs to be addressed. But, I do know at least from my own adolescence, I was not very mature or open to advice.

While you say mental illness runs in your family, I also hear alot about achievement.

For me, the essence of making a good decision is a strong self-esteem.

Good luck

[Fuzzy12]

Sham, I'm sorry, I didn't really understand much. Just wanted to send some hugs and I hope everything will turn out all right.

[i eat beef stew]

sorry i read it twice and still didn't understand. (off meds) i try again tomorrow