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Old 08-25-12, 12:30 AM
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Life was good & now it all seems so hopeless.....

I use to wonder why one side of my face was different... One side of my head is flat because I was born premature & i wsn't born like this! I don't know if this is why I have ADD but I have always learned slower.... My parents are models & the fact that one side came out looking really different has impacted me in soo many ways...Not only am I ugly on one side... I can't model like the rest of my family, plus I have learning difficulties?? FML I seriously flirters!! I hate them!!! Guess what? I showed my flat side & not a single one kept talking to me
They just laugh or run away! ��

This side is not flat




Thisnside is terrible



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Re: Life was good & now I want to kill myself.....

I don't see any ugly in any of these pictures.

Just my opinion.
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Re: Life was good & now I want to kill myself.....

Yeah, without the explanatory text, I couldn't see any difference. Even with the explanatory text, I can't tell the difference.
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Re: Life was good & now I want to kill myself.....

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Yeah, without the explanatory text, I couldn't see any difference. Even with the explanatory text, I can't tell the difference.
This. I can't tell you how attractive you are because I can't tell for guys, but I can say you're not ugly and I see far worse looking people with very hot girlfriends.
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Re: Life was good & now I want to kill myself.....

I'm sorry you are feeling no good enough for them.

Just know, that there is a place for you in this world. A place where you can shine, be loved, and appreciated.

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Re: Life was good & now I want to kill myself.....

I would imagine that having models as parents guarantees an environment focused on absolute physical perfection, and a lot of times, at any cost.

I see no flatness, or defined difference in your pic.

I feel a lot of pain in your post and hope you can feel more at peace soon.
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Re: Life was good & now I want to kill myself.....

You serious? You're like every girl's dream guy: dark and handsome. <3

You're not ugly. I can't even see any flat side to your head.
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Re: Life was good & now I want to kill myself.....

Like everyone else, I didn't notice a difference in your photos. I did notice that you have nice eyes, though
It sucks to be self-conscious about the way you look, it sucks spending your energy on something so negative. I think that confidence is one of the most attractive traits in a person, and that's something you can change if you really want to, unlike the physical traits that you were born with.
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