Bruised back, cant work anymore...

[LaMbaL]

Disclaimer: this post serves no purpose other than to lament my current situation. I just need to vent and whine.

So, I just came back from the hospital, after having crashed while riding my bike at top speed, landing with my lower back against a lamp-post. The result: heavily bruised lower back, can barely walk and probably wont be able to do much for atleast a week, and will continue to have problems for many weeks afterward.

Now, this in itself is bad enough, but I am due to move to another city (to study) this month, and being very low on cash I recently found an opportunity to work fulltime (7days/week) for the next few weeks, in order to be able to finance everything. However, in my current situation I probably wont be able to work at all for atleast 1-2 weeks, and probably not at all for the rest of this month.

Fck, my back hurts, and this is depressing. Screw you life, why you gotta be so damn difficult...

Oh and to top it all off, my internet got disconnected due to being massively behind on my payments (I thought I had automatic payments set, but apparently something failed there), and I cant afford to pay those, especially since I wont be here for much longer. The internet I use now is via my phone, but its slow and has a data-limit. What the hell am I going to do, lying in bed the next few days? Gah..

Sorry for all the negativity, Im just wallowing in self-pity here. Thanks for listening

[ginniebean]

Wow, so sorry to hear you're in such a crap place, you have every right to whine and vent. Do you have family that can help you thru your tight spot at all?

[LaMbaL]

Yeah, both my parents will be there in case there is dire need, and I can probably borrow money from my father if I really have to. However, I have done so a few times in the past, and havent repaid any of it yet, and I really hoped I would never have to resort to doing so again. I wanted to prove to my father I could keep myself afloat, even when moving and starting another year of studying, but that hope seems fairly faint now...